Turns out most of my lore involves Trauma, but at least I finally feel like I’m able to say something without breaking down. And all it took was years of intensive therapy and a good support system! The photo thing still pisses me off though, that was fucked up #pepe #pepelore #lore #loredrop #abusiverelationship #abusiverelationshipawareness #stalking #ex #exgirlfriend #storytime #traumatok #trauma #badrelationship #fyp
The first exchange was between me and a friend. I asked Alexei to give me some time after we broke up for me to mentally recover cause I was obviously not ok. She continiously called and messaged me, and showed up to my apartment repeated, where my roomates would let her so she could verbally abuse me for 1-3 hours. I asked them not to let her in because I was having a serious mental health crisis at this point and was not ok, but they continued letting her in. I moved out shortly after this with Alison. The second exvhanged happened during Senshi Con. For that entire week, Alexei essentially locked me in her dorm and would not let me leave. She was an RA and had a single room, but wasnt supposed to have guests so she told me i couldn’t leave the room unless she said or it would be my fault she got in trouble. Throughout that week, I was repeatedly SA’d, verbally and physically abused, and denied food and water for long periods of time. Alexei had taken my keys when I got there, knowing I wouldn’t be able to leave without them since I was 60+ miles from home with no public transport available. I tried waking her that day because I was literally starving and dehydrated and about to break down, and if i wanted food and drinkable water she would have to get it for me. One of my other friends had to get me, and took me to get food shortly after this. I was literally stranded there, with no way to get with my car, and my friends were very concerned about me. Alexei was not happy when I got back to say the least
In my defense, English was not the author’s first language so the story was fire #pepe #likeaprayer #family #FamilyFun #fanfic #fanfics #suitelifeofzackandcody #thesuitelifeofzackandcody #esteban #darkhumor #fyp #fypシ #trauma #traumatized
This batch includes photos of me the weekend i was in my Korra cosplay, including two images of me in it. I also have a photo of my brothers funeral pamphlet, which has the date of his official death listed. There are also multple conversations I had with people when the IRL stalking was going on, and a conversation I had with my former roommate in 2021 after seeing Alexei continuously make content about me. I’ve posted what im comfortable with posting from my receipts, some of the stuff I don’t comfortable posting, and have in case police have to get involved in the worst case scenario. Those receipts include more photos, screenshots of conversations, the police report from the person who got my only phone number, and multiple video and audio records of the abuse and stalking. Im not sire what else to do at this point, I’ve been more than honest with my posts about the situation. I didn’t post this for attention, i literally posted because I wanted to stop feeling like Alexei has control of my life.