Sincerelyniyaa💙🐳

Words can’t describe how I feel, I try to just shake it off, laugh to prevent from crying but I am HURT. I feel like I failed as a mother, I should’ve slowed down on working, not danced to much or stayed away from so many toxic people maybe you would’ve made it. I couldn’t accept that you truly left me because I needed you, I needed you so much to survive. My life was changing graciously and filled with joy when I knew I had you. I feel so lost and worthless now with a scar to remember. I know you just didn’t wanna come into this world knowing a certain part of your DNA wasn’t doing nothing but bringing your mommy toxicity and misery because that’s all their lives are filled with. I don’t know how i’ll move forward Kaelum but please know mommy loved you before she even met you, I pray you’ll bring back that joy in me that I felt with you.😔💔. #foryoupage #miscarriageawareness #comment #lostthebaby #postpartum

I genuinely feel so lost in life, I just feel my emotions running away from my soul. I never battled so much alone, trying to make sense to all of this. Sometimes I try to just go on with life to not process this feeling, but it’s extremely hard. I don’t feel like eating, talking, or do anything i’m extremely hurt and i’m trying to live the life i have left but what’s left? #grief #postpartum #fypシ #foryoupage